What feelings are conveyed by this Poem? Crown Of Thorns?

moon rises ending useless day,
wasted,fighting on everyday words.
when tomorrow never promised,
losing time arguing sick , absurd.

humans going live forever?
loving neighbor waste?
clock keeps ticking faster,
wound down,tears taste.

can ask simple question?
how day?
instead of being insulted,then ignored,
trash thrown away.

in world without god,
requesting much.
blame pushed,
saying else nuts.

well? fine,,i destroy discard,
others pockets full of evil seeds.
king heart,queen digging grave spade,
self centered,pitiful needs.

deal hand riddler,
pockets full of smoke.
after cards exposed,
uncovered joke?

love joking some,
enjoy life,savoring all.
awake,one eye open,
following bouncing ball.

bouncing ball,you fail catch,
it's sleight of hand trick.
reverse psychology,a crown of thorns,
making above all?making god sick.

sick of hide,
wearing mask of pride,
sick of ripping others apart,
while forget dies.

.....the bannibal one.....bye.....

the moon rises ending useless day, wasted,fighting on everyday words. when tomorrow never promised, losing time arguing sick , absurd. humans going live forever? loving neighbor waste? clock keeps ticking faster, wound down,tears taste. can anyone...

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