How normal is it to be this bad at driving when your in the process of learning?

i'm 18 , tried learning drive while ago, , tried 3 times. i'm worried don't have ability drive. can't seem hang of how turn steering wheel when go through curve , can't seem drive straight without swirving, , when swirve other way try move steering wheel goes far, go other way goes far, , keep going , forth, plenty of times resulted in crash. plus, when looks i'm in between white , yellow line dad says i'm not, , when try fix dont go other way enough or go far. , when says hit break or gas mixed up...but know 1 makes car go , stop, in split second don't have enough time think word which. , can't seem down @ speedometer , check side mirror , other mirror cars without getting distracted road. like, when @ each, takes long process i'm seeing, , sort of space out , forget @ road long. , feel have check each 1 in order: road, speedometer, mirror...otherwise forget check 1 of them enough or @ all. causes me away road long, , fact space out , takes me long process i'm seeing makes take longer, makes feel very dangerous. , it's minute take eyes off of speedometer i'm going fast or slow (usually way slow). don't realize or notice it...it happens. , worried going on 40 miles per hour...it's scary. went off road million times, , that's given fact going extremely slow of time, due fear of going fast. normal?

i'm 18 , tried learning drive while ago, , tried 3 times. i'm worried don't have ability drive. can't seem hang of how turn steering wheel when go through curve , can't seem drive straight without...

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