How have the arts impacted your life?

time feel i'm me. stage daunting, scary place, find myself everytime perform, everytime sing or act or dance. hate being me. hate going school somehow days seem better knowing after class have rehearsal.dance class/ or voice lessons right after it. stops me pretending stay home sick because know can't go classes.
day, everyone, friend, family judge me , know do. nobody likes me, make fun of me time. on stage i'm else. 1 time friends in awe because can can't. 1 time able make parents proud of me.
when can't dancing or singing or acting on stage i'm overwhelmed grab guitar , play anything.
helps me understand world. helps me understand people. sing time, music escape. , when i'm acting , i"m else jsut feel stress lifted off of me. exhilarating. musical theatre passion , want live time. when i'm bored in class think might on broadway 1 day, or perform in west end. , feeling in chest, in pit of stomach. excitedness. in perfect world wouldn't care school , i'd rehearsing , performing day.
love feeling cast list up, tingling in stomach. or when last bow in performance , know you've done spectacular job , audience in awe. or when peole didn't think , proved them wrong. last year, had put posters 1 of shows had starred in , 2-3 of teachers promised me go, , looked @ me next monday , 1 told me how phenominal was, 1 said actress , said couldn't believe sing that. 1 of them went every show, , cried everytime boasted class. , none of kids in class believe becaues seemed heartless teacher.
make of myself. , arts place me that. makes life feel worth something. don't know without it. feel empty.
not mention of friends i've made it. 1 thing in life jsut me.

i want answers you, how arts have impacted life/what arts (singing, dancing, acting, ect...) mean you. know arts have had huge impact on life. love hear opinions other people!

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