He broke my heart the day before Valentine's Day. I feel like I want to die. What should I do?

loved first time in life 2 , half years ago. our relationship lasted 6 months, , dumped me. broke heart, mess year after incident. after year passed began build confidence again , on own 2 feet. since have managed become friends , convinced him on him. still had feelings him though. every time thought made feelings go away came again. on saturday talking him , saying things hinted @ had feelings me, overly-excited , let myself slip having strong feelings him again. saying things girl want give valentine doesn't go school... , don't go school thought me. , talking how wished have done things differently in our relationship , make better "next time" called me beautiful , said spend night talking me... used common sense think maybe still liked me. talking him again today , started talking how making valentine girl @ school , got confused. mean blatantly said there no 1 @ school give 1 to... got upset , told him shouldn't have talked me way on saturday if had girl liked. said trying "compliment me". , stupidly said every time on him keeps coming , making me him again. , said shouldn't talk me while won't confuse me. , said okay, left. have been crying ever since then. tomorrow valentine's day , guy love giving valentine girl. cringe @ thought. , time thought had been referring me... tempted talk him 1 last time , tell him everything, , have closure. think should do? need help. thank much.

i loved first time in life 2 , half years ago. our relationship lasted 6 months, , dumped me. broke heart, mess year after incident. after year passed began build confidence again , on own 2 feet. since...

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