Ashamed of my ethnicities?

i'm ashamed of am. i'm scottish, irish, swiss, german, french, welsh, , barely native american (it doesn't count). i'm naturally blonde haired, extremely pale skin, naturally red face, , blue/green eyes. cannot stand because want full native american , have natural tan skin , dark hair. i'm convinced family more native american because there's natural tan gene each generation gets (my grandpa, uncle, , cousin have it). frustrated because makes fun of me being pale. try , tan , nothing happens (i don't burn!) , i've started dying hair brown. have lot of self esteem issues , hate goes down fact i'm not want be. cousin naturally tan makes fun of me extremely washed out skin. i'm sick. i'm trying feel better myself goes down this. want ancestry test they're extremely expensive. should do?

i'm ashamed of am. i'm scottish, irish, swiss, german, french, welsh, , barely native american (it doesn't count). i'm naturally blonde haired, extremely pale skin, naturally red face, , blue/green eyes. cannot stand because want full native american...

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